later days

I have been in bed for the last two - three days feeling so so sick. I saw my doctor yesterday and she told me I have either a virus or the flu. It's been pretty bad... My fever has been on and off and was as high as 41 a few nights ago.

My doctor told me to eat some plain food - because I haven't been eating anything since I started feeling ill cus it makes me want to throw up. It's been really hard to want to eat cus my appetite has almost dropped to zero... but I have managed to eat a tiny bit every 9 hours or so.

I have been feeling pretty shit. Jing hasn't been home much because of work and she left this weekend to go to her boyfriend's house... so I have been home alone pretty much the whole time. I felt quite sad that she wasn't considerate enough to just stay one more night here to make sure that I was ok (cus I am leaving tomorrow)

I really wanted to go to INDEX tonight... I wanted to see everyone before they went on holidays and I wanted to drink and be happy and see people's work. But it's just not meant to be. I care a lot for my body and so I think being at home is definitely the right choice. I probably would have frozen. Only one of my friend's texted me to see if I was coming and if I was alright. At this point, I am just wanting to go back to Canberra where family will actually look after me. I was so grateful to Shannay yesterday because she drove me to the doctor from Glen Waverely station.

I am feeling slightly better cus of rest and I just ate a bit of apple and that was good... But I always feel better when I am not moving.

This week has been pretty shit health-wise. I think I overdid it with the hand-in. Way too many hours at uni and not enough proper food. I don't even remember eating properly which is so bad and I am never doing that again. Losing weight like this feels sucky and so bad.

I took a break to see Pandas at the site during the week. I was tired all the time and my head was super hazy but I liked the change of atmosphere and their comforting hugs. I am hoping they will have an awesome time in Jap.

Here are some photos from that afternoon:

第一個熊貓

（the first panda ... being a projector holder heehee)

 

第一個熊貓和第二個熊貓

I am now waiting for my body to be tired so I can rest well. I'm watching old disney tv cartoons. The one I am watching is called "The Weekenders" and I remember thinking as a child that it was the funniest thing. I still like it. I think it is making my body much happier.

I am hoping this sickness will leave my body soon so I can actually feel like Uni is over for the year (whoop)